existential crisis

is this all there is to being an adult? i am 26, i got my bachelor’s degree, i have a full-time job at a successful, international company and i’m financially stable – next year i’m getting promoted. i have my own apartment, i pay my own bills, i got my driver’s license this year and i have a car. my relationship ended last month but i have amazing friends who are also living near me. i go to the gym at least 4 times a week and i can afford to go out to eat or drink whenever i want to and i can travel. it all sounds perfect and i am really grateful yet i can’t help but feel like something is missing. i am not happy and i have this urge to drop everything and move to a different country, get a new job and start a new life just to ✨spice things up✨ but i am too scared to leave everything i have behind.

This week …

… I realised that I just want to be left the fuck alone. I don’t want male energy in my life, I just want to be by myself. I haven’t been this happy in over a year and it’s all thanks to me not allowing men into my life anymore.


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