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my 29th birthday

I didn’t celebrate today. With everything that has happened I didn’t feel much like celebrating my birthday. Part of me wants to go back to being in my early 20s, when I was more carefree. This year has truly broken my spirit and I am really wishing for my 29th year on this planet to be filled with more positivity and happiness. I am so tired and I am desperately hoping to be happy in the near future.

I feel very grateful for the few great friends I have. The people in your life matter and really do make a difference.

My Lipedema surgery is on Monday and I am kind of nervous but mostly, I feel empty. I cried a couple of times today – not because it’s my birthday and you are supposed to cry on your birthday – but because of my late cat Joey. I miss him every day. Some days are easier and I forget about it, and then it gets worse again. It’s been over a month now, I think, hopefully the pain will decrease after some more time has passed.

my cat Joey, my best friend, passed away

Words cannot express how much grief I have felt in the last couple of weeks. My cat Joey passed away unexpectedly and I have been missing him every day ever since. I have shed so many tears and my heart aches just thinking about the fact that I will never get to hold him again. Joey was only 2.5 years old and he was my first real pet and I truly believe that I have never loved anything as much as I loved him. Everyday I looked forward to coming home because I knew he would welcome and cuddle me when I arrived. Throughout the day I would check the cat cam and see what he was up to; usually he would just sleep on his favorite chair but it brought me a sense of comfort just watching him when I was sitting at my desk at the office. I miss his little face and his little paws. I miss everything about him. I am not exaggerating when I say this, but Joey was the love of my life.

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