Bridget Jones is actually me

13:13 PM
Calories: 300 (so far so good, I just had a healthy breakfast)
Number of hours slept: 4 (not so good, I feel exhausted)

So I decided to switch things up and turn this into a journal à la Bridget Jones. I’m currently reading the the books and I fairly enjoy this style of writing. Also it’s scary how much I can relate to her… We’ll see if I’ll keep this going or revert back to my usual boring-ass way of posting.

Yesterday I had the genius idea to drink coffee at 5 PM and I ended up staying up until 6 AM. I feel like death.

I also started to watch Red Velvet’s Joy’s new k-drama ‘Great Seducer’ and it was honestly so bad. All the characters were predictable and lacked any sort of dept. The storyline seems very far fetched, too, but I think I might continue it, as there are no other good dramas airing ATM. Sad.

Later today I’m going to watch ‘Germany’s Next Topmodel’ – that is if I can manage to stay awake. God, I hate not getting 8 hours of sleep.

bye-bye, Joy

I decided that I am no longer going to use the nickname “Joy” as I feel like there’s no point in hiding who I am. Most people who visit this blog know me from my tumblr account @blackpink anyway. I now go by Suzy, my actual name.

My affiliates do not have to change the name, but it would be appreciated – even though I doubt that any of you are still visiting my blog since I’ve been kind of MIA the past few months. I should visit everyone’s blogs later today to show you guys that I’m still alive and well.

So what has happened? I’m currently still on winter break from uni and I’ve been trying desperately to get an internship. So far I have had one interview and I’m invited to another one next week. Hopefully the other companies I applied to will get back to me soon, too.

My love life is non-existent. It’s fine, though. I’ve been taking a break from flirting and getting to know new people since I am sick of boy-drama ATM. Honestly, men are exhausting and I’m doing pretty well with not having to worry about this sort of stuff right now.

The past few weeks I have lost and gained weight. I stopped counting calories for two weeks and I ended up binge-eating every. single. day. – I started to count again yesterday. It makes me feel safe and ensures that I don’t eat enormous amounts of food. Love this.

I know I always say this but I will try to write in as often as I can, just because I always feel better after writing down my feelings etc and I feel like I haven’t shared any personal things lately.

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