The past year I have struggled with overcoming my eating disorder by going to therapy, a breakup with someone who told me they loved me and then the next day said they didn’t mean it and having a job I hate.
is this all there is to being an adult? i am 26, i got my bachelor’s degree, i have a full-time job at a successful, international company and i’m financially stable – next year i’m getting promoted. i have my own apartment, i pay my own bills, i got my driver’s license this year and i have a car. my relationship ended last month but i have amazing friends who are also living near me. i go to the gym at least 4 times a week and i can afford to go out to eat or drink whenever i want to and i can travel. it all sounds perfect and i am really grateful yet i can’t help but feel like something is missing. i am not happy and i have this urge to drop everything and move to a different country, get a new job and start a new life just to ✨spice things up✨ but i am too scared to leave everything i have behind.