weight – let’s not talk about it, calories 8,000+, naps taken 2
Today was a disaster. Ever since I found out I have Lipedema I have been on a spiral, eating everything in sight because I know that after the surgery I most definitely need to give up all inflammatory foods. Needless to say my head keeps thinking “I need to enjoy this while I can” as I continue to eat a shit ton of chocolate.
Ever since I hit puberty thoughts of losing weight and dieting have been part of my daily life. I have tried every single diet on this planet; military diet, vogue diet, paleo, high carb, high carb vegan, low carb, atkins, iu diet, calorie counting, over exercizing and plain starvation – you name it. All my life I was either starving or thinking about wanting to starve in order to lose weight.
