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2:38 PM
Calories: 5 Million (v bad)
Hours spent thinking about my non-existent relationship: 5
Hours spent hating myself for eating so much today: 2

Gah, what a weekend. I didn’t do anything besides working. Honestly, I’m so bored of being alive ATM – when I say I’m bored of being alive I don’t mean it in a suicidal way I am just tired of everything because nothing exciting has been happening lately.

I feel like I should do something productive with my time but I just can’t bring myself to move my ass. Also it’s getting really hot, I hate warm weather because there’s nothing worse than being sweaty and smelling badly.

I should probably go for a run today, we’ll see if I feel like it. My cold hasn’t faded completely yet, so idk if I should risk it. Also I’m lazy.

05:49 PM
Calories: 573kcal (so far, so good)
Hours spent sweating because of my internship: 6h
Hours spent being nervous: 7h

Thank god I got into every course I wanted to. I was SHAKING because I was so stressed about having to be super fast to get in. Tomorrow they are going to do some changes, though. I’m scared that they’ll throw me out again. I s2g if they don’t let me attend the courses I chose, then I’m ready to kill a bitch.

Today I messaged this big company I want to do my internship at and they told me to be patient until Monday before they’ll let me know whether I’ll get in or not. I really really hope it works out as this internship would help me to build my career. Wish me luck!

Category: Journal

A boring-ass sunday

Stressed out