I can’t believe how long it has been since I had last gotten laid. Sometimes I truly feel like there is something wrong with me. Since my last ex there has only one guy I was interested in and he wasn’t that into me so it didn’t lead to anything. Am I being too picky? The only reason I want to sleep with someone again is because I am scared that I have forgotten how to do it.
Category: Journal
Prologue
I have been struggling with my weight all my life. When I was a teenager I did my first diet – The Military Diet. You basically just eat a small piece of cheese, drink black coffee and eat a cracker, from what I remember. The second extreme diet I tried was drinking Almased for 2 weeks straight, right before prom. I had a crush on this guy and I wanted to look good for him. I managed to lose a good amount of weight by starving, but he ended up dancing with some other girl.
