When life gives you lemons

I appreciate everyone’s comments on my post about my Binge Eating Disorder, but I really do not want to seek any professional help. I feel like the only one who can get me out of this cycle is myself. Also I don’t think I’d feel comfortable talking about this to someone in real life..

But let’s change the subject.

Today was my last day in uni for this semester. I had to hold a presentation and it went pretty well, I think. I still have to write 3 papers and hand them in, though. I feel exhausted just imagining myself writing them..

Work has been stressfull. Apparently I keep messing up and my boss isn’t really happy about that, of course. In the past few days I’ve gotten at least 4 emails regarding me making a mistake. Normally I wouldn’t care but the thing is; I depend on that money. I have to keep this job to pay rent, food, etc.
Let’s hope I won’t get fired. I have to admit that I wanted to look for a different job anyway. I want to gain some experience in my field and do something new. I’ve wasted too much time in this hellhole already.

To talk about something more positive, I’m not broke for once. Wow, who would’ve thought that I’d ever be able so say this but I managed to save up a little something.

Luckily I sold a few usernames on this website named Tungle /hint hint and I got over 300 just from that. People are crazy for spending such a huge amout of money on these things. But well, I’m definitely not complaining.

Other than that nothing much is happening in my life right now. My boyfriend and I went to see Wonder Woman the other day and it was great! I love strong female leads! I find it interesting how different DC Movies are from the ones Marvel usually does. I feel like DC focuses on your classic image of a superhero “I have to protect the city! I believe in true love! etc etc etc.” whereas Marvel is trying to be rather modern and funny? But then again, what do I know.

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2 comments On When life gives you lemons

  • Hey Joy,

    Well I for one don’t judge you on your choice at all. It is your life and you do what you need to do to help yourself out. If I said help is something good to have well it is but truly its up to that person if they want it right away or if thats in your case don’t feel it which is alright with me. I wish you all the best on your road to recovery.

    Man uni sounds busy good luck also on the 3 papers. I prob fail, lol!

    Sorry, work is rough for you right now hun. We all make mistakes and are not perfect, I think at least. And a few mistakes is normal for some people. I know it is for me. Be cool if you got a different job though maybe that would be a less stressful one for you. All you can do is take one day at a time and do your best that you can give.

    300 for website usernames?? Wow that’s a lot.

    Awww, how sweet! I saw that with my sister and step father, Wonder Women. I know what you mean. I felt so empowered after the movie. I have yet to try and draw her, but still a very up lighting and great movie. Also I have to agree with you DC is different than Marvel. I like DC better but Marvel is still ok but more funny like than serious kick ass DC is. In my opinion.

    Well my dear please take care and I sent you an email before figure you was busy.
    Sending you all the good vibes your way~<3

  • Yes definitely – you do you! <3 You shouldn't feel pressured into seeking professional help, especially if you think it's not going to work for you. Everyone is different and has different approaches to life and no one way is the "right" way.

    Congrats on your last day! Yay for summer! Do you have anything fun/exciting or something you're looking forward to for the summer?

    Good luck with work! And I also really enjoyed the Wonder Woman movie. DC is my favorite (comics-wise) so I was pretty disappointed with the previous movies. Hopefully they continue making movies with strong female characters!

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