This week …

… I realised that I just want to be left the fuck alone. I don’t want male energy in my life, I just want to be by myself. I haven’t been this happy in over a year and it’s all thanks to me not allowing men into my life anymore.

Granted, I did have my first One Night Stand (probably) on Friday, but it’s not something that’s going to repeat itself, I think. I want to take the time to focus on myself and work towards my goals. Any relationship to a guy would sabotage this and I just don’t want think about anyone but myself. I feel like your 20s are the time where you figure yourself out and the relationships you start during your 20s don’t last 99% of the time. Why waste your time? Why waste energy on a person that’s going to hurt and keep you from doing what you really want. I never want to be co-dependent on anyone ever again.

Starting next week we are officially starting treatment for my Eating Disorder. I feel like I already had a mini breakthrough today and I’m excited to share it with my therapist. Honestly, taking care of myself is the only thing I care about at this point.

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2 comments On This week …

  • resident danny devito stan

    broski I’m so happy you’re getting treatment for your eating disorder next week! recovery isn’t easy but I know you’ll be able to do it. you’re so strong and honestly probably run one of my fav blog sites, ngl. anyways, fuck having a relationship where the other person just drains out your energy and care, /you/ are the most important person in your life and I’m happy you’ve been to prioritize self-care.

    good luck!

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